You only hear nasty noise from the world. It surrounds you, engulfs you, it is not the truth. Even the late Pope, and that shocked me out of my delirium of “people are good, they want the best for everyone…” — How that man, the “Sancta Papa”, could take the side of a terrorist so solidly against you was a shock. I still can’t believe it.
These people do not speak for any of us. I think most people think them freaks.
This is all you get to hear, this hateful garbage from people like that. And the funny thing is they don’t really care. It is so obvious they are doing it for their own self-aggrandizement!
You get to hear the loud shouts of Christians or others who try to get through the noise. Most of those people are good intention, but I do not trust that movement in general either. [there are elements in it that think they replace – not correct]
Most people [that I don’t think you get to hear from] are reasonable. Surely, and they can see, though they do not understand your pain. Every time you try to tell anyone what is going on with you, you are treated like a kidnapped victim. Some bully voice shouts over yours: I am taking care of this, they are doing it to themselves, here’s the problem…